I had one thing I have been looking forward to for the past week. It was the thing that I had to keep going for the rest of this week and now it isn’t happening anymore. Awesome. Why does everything that’s going to be good always fail for me? I’m starting to get pretty sad about trying so hard for people to care about the effort I put in and constantly getting pushed back.
Aaaand the bad thoughts start again. No dinner for me tonight!
I knew being so happy for 4 days was too good to be true.



